Monday, August 3, 2020

Rock bottom.

The phrase "at least it can't get any worse comes to mind". 

The health problem I've been dealing with for the past 8 years got a whole lot worse over night, and in my current state it is basically impossible to work in any real productive capacity. I'll be looking into current procedure options. Probably another blood transfusion.

After that, I may not work much for the following months (Or at least, I will need to make it secondary to physical health). If the problem is fixed temporarily again, I need to make sure it never comes back, otherwise this whole thing will be back in a year and the low level of output I've had since it began will be the norm for the rest of my life.

Anyhow, that's about it. I'm not going to bother talking about projects because it's not remotely feasible at the moment. After any procedures I will update you on the likelihood of work, and when I'll be likely to start working fully again.

28 comments:

  1. I hope you'll feel better soon. Don't push yourself too hard.:)

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  2. Take care of yourself man. Get well soon.

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  3. Damn, that's awful. Take care of yourself, I hope things will get better for you!

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  4. I don't have much words, but still hope you'll get better. Don't worry if the output of content is low as long as it's steady, one step at the time you'll be able to complete those projects of yours.

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  5. Anything we can do to assist?

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  6. Oh, that's awful. Hope you'll be okay soon. You're really good person, so don't leave us.

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  7. aplastic anemia? I hope you get better. take care.

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    1. The Anemia is a side effect of the problem, but not a chronic problem itself.

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    2. First of all, I wish you many luck as I can. But (I know, I don't have right to speak into your life and I'm ashamed of it) you said anemia is a side effect. And anemia can be tracked back to the lack of vitamine deficiency. I don't know if this is a hereditary disease but if the doctors did they work then try to give minimum 3000 milligrams of vitamine-c in your immune system (every day), and eat red meat and dried fruits such as raisins. It helps to reproduce blood cells. And please don't be a vegetarian (thats the most unhealthy thing ever). Wiash you a 1000 luck again, a worried fan.

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    3. Why are you saying this? His issue is clearly beyond vitamin supplementation and dietary changes..

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  8. Take care of your health and well being. This is more important than any kind of project.

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    1. Stay healthy till I get back so you can play whatever I make.

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  9. good luck on your recovery pal! take as much time as you need

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  10. That's rough man, but take care of yourself! We'll be here when you get back.

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  11. Get well soon, but when youre back im bitching about noaika again

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  12. Wait, OP isn't Kyrieru?
    Time to steal from George Soros to find a permanent solution.

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  13. Mamono Assault ForceAugust 9, 2020 at 3:49 AM

    But now I have no reason to religiously check this blog every day.

    I can't just stop doing what's been written into my DNA code.

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  14. I wish you the very best luck!
    I am sure we all are glad about your decision. Such a creative mind should not be lost in our age.
    For myself I also got sick. A permanent sickness and 2/3 specialists told me its only cureable with very very hard medication (that permanently damages other organs and such).
    However, I found a natural way to heal, which they told was impossible for my sickness. It was based of extremely decisive food consumption (with literally no exceptions), combined with healthy sport (power training and fitness) and meditation.
    And I healed. I was quite sceptical about all of that and only tried it because a lot of people had a positive opinion about the people helping me out.

    I believe I disconnected to my body mentally somehow. Stopped to feel my body and listen to what it says in the modern age. It seems to happen easily without you noticing in this age in time. And most of the food that is commonly accepted is bad for you in many ways. Unfortunately it is a whole bunch of work reading and researching into food and what is natural and healthy.


    I do believe if you give it all you got mentally and be smart about what to believe in people want to make money with and what actually helps people cure, you can do it.

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    1. My dad unfortunately had his life ruined because of medication prescribed to him, so I can empathize.

      There have been a few situations already where docters have told me things that just seem intuitively wrong about my situation, and they turned out to be. Best thing to do it seems is to just to everything that seems intuitively correct and harmless, and be wary of magic solutions. (though that can be hard, because some medication can go a long way to help and some can ruin your life.)

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  15. I hope you get better, take as much time as you need to heal :)

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  16. I have been following you since Lufuclad was first released. I hope you feel better soon. Im happy to wait as long as it takes.

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  17. Been here since your individual piece days, your project now is your health and I want to see it come to fruition. Rootin out for you, man, thank you for all the art over the years.

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  18. Take care, dude. Health for anyone is number 1 priority and especially during these times I think some of us find it a bit too easy to let that slip into dangerous territories. Do whatever you can to keep your body fit and your heart pumping and as for the rest, take logical precaution.
    Hope to hear back from you in the future but for now, thanks for letting us know about this.

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  19. Health should always be #1 priority, no matter what.
    Thank you for all you did. Now you need to focus solely on your wellbeing. Just keep in mind that physical health and mental health may be more entangled that we could think, so both are absolutely essential.
    Don't worry about the future, it will come soon enough. And we will still be here if you decide to spend it with us.
    Much love from your fans

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